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Problem's with as much as I hate to say it, Porn cause it to be hard to make and maintain friend's or people in my life. Often struggle to see people normally which can lead to distressing thought's. Tried telling my GP and I think my Mam that I think I may have a problem, both brushed it off. I have been struggling for year's with it.
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Intrusive thought's can contain harming myself or another, including both physically and sexually. Sexually concern's me more.
Stay's away from kid's due to thought's, also within my last relationship and general worry over having kid's. Has thought about having a Vasectomy, as far as I know only my Mam know's about this.
Struggle with compassion sometimes and often do thing's or tell people thing's to see their reaction.
Scared to make new friend's but kinda want some. Scared of it being like a betrayal to my current one's and worried about drama.
Feel like friend's don't properly check up on me. I tell them I'm alright but wish they would push a little bit sometimes, this happen's when I'm down aswell.
Struggle with friend's appearance and feel like I struggle with a lot of people. Have thought's of being racist, sometimes sexist maybe's weird with LGBTQ, etc. I want to think people deserve the best even the worst of us, but I know most people don't see it that way. It's kinda like I want hope for myself.
I feel bad being near friend's sometimes like I'm not telling them the truth. I kinda feel better when they are around though.
Extremely skeptical.
Struggle with Obsession's, this can be people or character's. Not fully sure what else, this can hurt me as it can often be in a loving away which make's me feel hollow and sad.
I feel like I hate myself sometimes. I know thing's are wrong and I keep making the same decisions. I feel as though I deserved to be punished.
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