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- - - - I dont have that with saffron, with saffron i got stability. but not friendship. shes responsible; she's nice, but i dont see her as a friend per say. its not the person id go for fun, unlike kate/eugenia/even inna. chemistry isnt there.
- - - - However, there's no guarantee id like the work; there's no guarantee I wont be back to designing yogurt stamps or other stupid commercial work
        
        TBH that sounds nicer than games, even yogurts, i can start to think "how do i sell this? whats the unique selling point about it? is it healthier than competition? cool! gonna illustrate that!" -- so tbh, im more excited about it than games at this point, as most games arent fun, arent meaningful, arent delivering anything unique. even on the fucking yogurt, i can see more value than a fucking videogame now.
        
        so its not a question of the industry itself that i like or dislike, because while i bounced from one to another before due lack of boundaries/disrespect for them, it doesn't mean thats enough for me to bounce, other people dont control how i feel based off their reactions and actions; i am myself aside from the way they behave; and just because they're assholes, doesn't mean i have to be like them.
        
        But people are important, the market is important, and so is what i give to it.
      - I also wanted to one up my skills; and was eager to learn and be better, and saw a lot of ways in which i evolved as creative, even if i wasnt doing graphic design, i saw myself as a better graphic designer; and so i landed a senior graphic designer position for IoT
        
        the work wasnt bad, i was just focused on concept art a lot; but i liked it, and was starting to be cool with the idea of thi, but then landed my job at FG; which was "meaningful" but also pretty painful / wore me out
    - - so im kinda afraid to test things, take risks and then ruin my business
        
        Id have to test, this is a gamble, but serving both industries would pay off if i could.
  - - - there could be an industry for this; it may not be a surf camp, directly, but Okra Solar; while doing games work, surf camp work. What im trying to say is, i dont know if the thing would work, if the surf camp as client would monetize, because what i saw is that theyre all very cheap and dont want to pay anything to anyone, because they themselves dont charge a lot. --- but experience could be anything, from a game, film, a skatepark blueprint, a festival like resurrection, or okra solar.
        
        the sacrifice here would be to take low paid work with high paid work; which could be totally fine as well, for instance, if a game studio hires, they'd pay a lot, if a surf camp hires, they could pay lower, but its still good work for showcasing. Also there are companies like Okra solar, which are both, cool work that also pay nicely.