One thing I have learned is to not focus on those who hurt me, but first focus on Jesus himself. Every pain of betrayal has a root emotion attached to it. Anger, disappointment, rejection, vulnerability, fear, shame, embarrassment, loss. What are you feeling? Explore that feeling and then take it to God. What does the Word of God say about it? God wants to heal your pain. Take your emotions to Him. He gave us one another, because He knew we needed community. His Story, the Bible is one big community. And then look for people in your church community with whom you can rebuild trust. We have groups in this church with lovely people who want to love on you and cheer you on in becoming more like Christ. Take it slow, but you have to take a step. Join a group. Start to get to know people. Start to share you walk with Christ with them.