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sheetz and me
HOPE
i always try to keep that innocence within me that the chaos is a place of discovery and hope, not a place to get lost in. but a place to find where you belong and i have found that in a slushy machine
my stability comes in the form of perfection that is never attainable but fills myself with hope, something my brother could not fathom
sheetz gets new things and grows but so do I. the foundations stay the same but the inside grows in diversity
an innocent little girl hiding behind a large daunting cup bigger than her head can grow into a teenage girl that holds the cup with her as she optimistically navigates the aisles
not everyone can take the chaos of a gas station in the morning and turn it into a straight line
not everyone can take the chaos of life and turn it into a sweet
FEELINGS
i was not enough to stay but what can i do to make my life enough to fix and embrace what my brother couldn’t
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i often think what can i do to be enough? how can i stabilize my life when there is an endless amount of possibilities and decisions to be made? this pressure i place on myslef takes a toll on me i look at myself from a new perspective and learn to live within the chaos of gas station at
the smallest inconveniences have become a mess of possibilities and their consequences. i put unnecessary pressure on things that are out of my control
RANDOM
can not comprend the how can one even think of going silent in such a loud and busy world. he was in a band, i never would have thought he would go silent. (ever since i felt the weight of my decisions to an extreme) eventually things must go on and the chaos of possibilities have to be explored and not in standstill
When slushy machines break down, it simply needs to defrost and start over again to get that perfect consistency. the innocence of a sugar high can only get me so far down an aisle, a few steps only get you to look around and see what there is to offer
I like to think that some of those parts of him still live in me, but sometimees hard not to stick to the line. But watching can only freeze time for so long.
PHYSICAL CONNECTIONS
AIsles: different possibilities in people's lives, should be explored and ignored
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MY VIEW
i see my success in my surroundings and the people around me, i place pressure on myself to impress others. i stand watching the gas station not because i find peace in the silence but i yearn to be a part of the loud. because i live within my impact on others and do not just sip and stare
argument
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the slushy= stability
gas station= chaos
my brother let the chaos overwhelm him and he did not find his place'
his actions drew chaos into my life and made me have to deal with it in my own way