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the eternal dissatisfaction with life - Coggle Diagram
the eternal dissatisfaction with life
I am unsatisfied with my life
What do I want
I can't form genuine relationships because of this
people as dopamine rushes instead of as partners
I felt I can truly see what I want when I went to reignon's game night
in the present, not in fear
trauma
I was very sad as a child and saw a woman as the way out
Career -- when I first got my job I started crying because why am I not happy. Such a pure cry man.
I'd be a great ex husband but not a husband
What am I scared about?
dr k - hinduism and the good life
https://griffinshare.fontbonne.edu/cgi/viewcontent.cgi?article=1010&context=ijds
what do i need
dharma
the religious and moral law that governs individual conduct
your duty as a human being
what are you doing to create good in this world for everyone -- to keep in flow with the order of this world
weirdly enough i'd follow this wholeheartedly
artha
"thing, object"
wealth, achievement, wordly success
kama
"pleasure"
physical, intellectual, aesthetic
genuine fun
moksha
the immediate, mystical experience of the divine
final goal of human life
the peace outside human understanding
hinduism makes sense to me because it comes from a needs perspective. islam comes from a submission perspective
everlasting flow vs a god that has cursed you
what do I want for myself
A feeling of true purpose -- not for the sake of me being happy, but for the sake of true improvement in people's lives
How do you measure improvement? Where does it all go to?
I felt duty today again
Strong sense of duty -- plus a bit of guilt
sheikh hamzah soundcloud of course
hard feeling but it makes me feel united with my core
afrah
find that clarity again
riding a bicycle -- what bicycle do I choose?
I can figure it out if I reach clarity
I've gotten some things down
trauma responses
what do I want from a spouse
outwardly
funny
i can text her or call her and laugh and feel at home
be out of pocket
cool
i mess with the aesthetic -- outside my league
life of the party
i enjoy large gatherings -- i want her to amplify that
interesting
her life needs to inspire me to do better
hot
i need to look at her and melt
good with my family
i want her to get along with my mom
nice and understanding
inwardly
someone on the same path as me
someone who is confused about life -- sees it as art -- is trying their damned hardest to figure it out
what is that path? not sure yet
emphathetic
understands the hardship of life -- and values life because of it
good friend group that i enjoy
a partner for all my goals of life
I want to have a fun life -- to always be laughing
I want to have an impressive life -- something im like "oh shit nice" about
I want to figure out this life -- the confusion of it
I want everyone to eat