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IEO Persona - Coggle Diagram
IEO Persona
After innitiation
other people did not matter a lot
I just saw the moon and felt happy just looking at it
Joy was just springing out from me.
Mother got cancer
sister got married
Father got heart arrest
More than 2.5 years just revolved around taking care of other people
after mothers death
I suddenly did not have any responsibility. From a lot of work suddenly to no work.
I had already left my job, so no work there also.
Did not find motivation to join another job
did not know what to do next.
may be I will study
I needed clarity
I was already searching for courses in foreign countries when I found inner engineering online
Felt like chasing something
worked very hard
was making money
had everything that i wanted
Did not like it
made me think - why am i doing this
Felt sleepy
Energy drained
Tired
Lost the ability to laugh
even the smile was a pretend smile
9.But I couldn't Stop
Wanted recognition form other
Outside validation was required
How my friends looked at me
Do other people value me
But even after getting recognition I could not stop and the process repeated
Longing to find my spritual guidance
because i was suffering
felt incomplete
i felt incomplete
need to jump
need to climb to the next level
not happy
not satisfied
everything was beautifiul but it wasnt enough
job was good
enough money
traveled a lot
relationship was nice
but was not satisfied
Earlier I wanted outside attributes
but it did not work anymore
New travel
New education
More money
I wanted all these things because of good marketing
it brought some joy but later it became not interesting
1 more item...
I did find many gurus but i did not like them
Stop finding outside solution
went to new education
studied pyscology to learn myself and try to fix myself
during psy study thaat I was doing lots of stupid things
the solutions i found worked very slowly
the solutions were not enough
Learned everything on my own and gain success
now had a lot of things I wanted
Money
Home
Financial security
Wanted to grow further
but i forgot that in order to grow I need to experiments and learn new things and i might fail.
after a lot of failures stacked up
i felt overwhelmed
Isolated myself thinking that i m giving my self quite space for thinking and growing further
didn't help, instead kept on getting overwhelmed and anxious as was no able to produce results
Kept on shrinking my circle and further isolated myself to the point where i was all alone. but even then i was disturbed and could not move forward.
1 more item...
I equated everything to money
everything had to be achieved
in a specific time that was always impractical
and every thing i did had to produce money
Nothing was left for the sake of pursuit, that lets do this and results will come, no.