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chapter 5 presentation
perception
9ext-1 my perception on life became very negative, i was wounded scared the feeling of being alone was daily even with people around my initial barier wall / body armer was initally formulated skidish broken i felt that a part of me was taken/stolen/ lost with no trace
3as we have learned that our sensory data is what travels to the brain which the brain then transitions the information to formulate
12-ext2 you would think that at least once i was out of harms way it couldnt be any worse. but it did on just perception alone. this situation is a senerio that just by investigaters informing me of the little girl killing spree they were on and i was acctually one of 5 young girls and by the grace of god i was the only girl still standing and alive. so even though i didnt feel like i had any farther down the rabit whole i could handle there i was in way worse shape after hearing a few sentences. it was almost like them informing me that there was alot of blood shed from theise guys and finding out that one of the girls i had gone to middle school with at the time made my whole perception even worse. i was with a man 35 years older then me so i never had room for childish error. my outter shell was thick and dark- my self -harm grew ❥❥❥
13-we could be here all day laying out chapters and challenges cause there were so many it almost felt like there was some perminent cloud hanging over my existance most of my life. thats how i percieved my placment in this whole world yet through all the profesional help i seeked and followed through with i was able to come out on top.
personally what has been shared today is just bairly skimming the surface as to what my life had in store for me yet before i was able to alter my perception on things and heal my life i felt broken alone, not good enough, landing myself in mrepeated harmful situations a broken recoord with missing pieces. all the while all of that also became my alloted baggage that i would carry everywhere with me at all times. and was front and center in any relationsip i had i had allowedmynegative victumied broken weak bond and oath with myself i had accepted as my reality
sensation
4from 13 to 31 my life was filled with sesory overload situations. mass amounts of trauma and a whole lot of healing.
5i will choose a few of my chapters in life that had some heavy sensations attached to them and then through out the 17 years of intense reahilitation with a psychologist mental hospitals psychiatrist and any other self healing aventues i could get my hands on. i came out of that long path with all the perception altercations and tools to allow majority of my trauma to be a blessing and beard a whole plethra of gifts in life all through allowing my perception to alter and change frequecies
8ext-1that chapter my main senses that were effected was my self worth confusion towards wrong and right i got to be the reward to some successful mens deep dark dirty deeds my pain recepters were effected more often then not i also had drugs forced on me that i didnt even know existed.
11-ext-2 this sensory overload chapter of my life was close enough to the last to kind of blend in with eachother, my senses at this point were to some degree completly shattered stripped destroyed sloten with blunt force trauma. my senses were hyper sensative in the most negative wrenching way possible. with only a few years of havinf a psychologist i had little to no life tools or healing perceptions to attach to my truama yet i was 100% screaming for help. my family was down right scared of me with no experience of their own or with any of their kids my cusins under their belt they were doing their best to make sure they stayed safe from the unknown and potential harm to them or their family.
1-since william and angelica did such a wonderful and thurough job on covering the information presented in this chapter i decided to do a presentation on application.
2TRAUMA in the one subject that people have a hard time talking about.the reason i chose to do a presentation on this chapter mainly was because ....
61now a days i believe there are too many people with more trauma then they know what to do with and too often you hear young people stating that their life is filled with anxiety and self-inflicting harm one way or another
10-2- 16 kidnaped for a week i took a week to get a way once i got away they found me and shoot out took place right here on collage dr. it was all over the news paper but i was a jane doe because i was under age. 6-6-06-16
7for me sex traffic ring 13 -141/2 that kick started my emotional pallet to fill up relitively quickly.i was alinited from my age group when i was out of the dating sceane before it even began. i was in a relationship with a man 35 years older then me with my fathers approval.
my life at a very young age was stripped from alot of normal things. once the thrid or forth time i attemted to commit suicide and by some unknown force i was still standing i realized that my attemtps were real i didnt broadcast my intentions or told anyone i feel that most the time you hear young people vent to people parents peers its a sheer cry for help. i was never introduced to any part of spirituality yeti was gradually learning about that side of life.
i am a firecrcker by nature full sicilan. i was trained in martial arts since i was 4 i am a sheet metal fabricator by trade 4th generation. a good head on my shoulder. but too fast can all you good and knowbale quaities can be stripped from your existance.11
when your whole and holly your healed. i hit rock bottom in my earlie 20s at my lowest i always had to have my tv on at all times, sometime musi on top of that. broken relationships steming from my relationship with my dad being very abusive to me and down right un fair one thing that was something so small but vital at times was the connection to keeping a active journal i would write in almost daily since the age of 8 i still have my