Loss of Passion

Why?

Never was truly a passion?

Burnout

Change of priorities

Love?

New passion?

Depression

Tick Tick Boom...

Drugs/Alcohol

Cinematography

Anxiety

GOOD TIME

Closeups

Shallow Depth of Field

Character perspective filmmaking

Neon

Cyberpunk

Artificial Lighting

Fast Pace editing

Overbearing flashbacks

Being told that you'll never amount to anything all of your life. Being called dumb all of your life. Suppressing yourself in fear of judgement. Low Self esteem. Scared of truly expressing yourself. "If you're doing something and not getting criticism then you're not really doing anything important" (Fucking Remember that)

Cant' remember what I was thinking here, it was really fucking important as well

Something about the main plot involving creating some piece of work. But the key feature has just disappeared from my head.

Insomnia, loneliness, anxiety, drugs, alcohol.

Spent their entire life waiting to write their magnum opus.

Being a lazy little cunt who won't admit to himself that he can't do this. ADHD? Fuck knows at this point. How did you go from that crazily vivid and creative child to this useless piece of shit in such a small time frame?

What the fuck happened?

Nolan?

Nolan is really vanilla with his cinematography, which might not work with a short film depicting such an important topic.