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Cant cope
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41 thoughts per minute about the same subject. left brain rational/irrational logical ways of thinking. Grade level ability
41 thoughts per min.
Cant stop thinking about it. I have no tool. Go into high beta thinking. It turns into negative.Stress. 41 thoughts turn to 60 or 80 thoughts per minute on same subject
I cant make the high beta stop. Stress has increased. Must use external outside source.
Mood changes. stuck on suffering.
You. Who am I
I look at what we do and have to define
my habits, hobbies, what i like
compare in ego and what you dont have.
parameters of what you like and dont like
is it true
values, conditionings, beliefs.
The broken - I can't handle something. it eats away at you. you break off pieces of yourself mind in readjust to not go crazy with thought and emotions.
I throw my emotions into a field.
they are out there. how many are.
paradox.
cut - ripped
Destory - destroy
go crazy
depressed
anxiety
Questioning is the key
Markers
soul personality
Epigenetics
Collective markers
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Hell Loop
fire and wire
feel and think and think and feel cycle
Fractal
Marker
1st event
repeats itself - groundhog day
Asking for prayers or a miracle at this point. I keep my feelings to myself and try to handle everything on my own.