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Who is Navid (for Therapist)
Education
IT Bachelor (Amirkabir)
Computer Engineering (Concordia)
Passion
Music
Heavy and weird music
composition
Video Game Sound Design
Romantic Relationships and crushes
Paradoxes
An unsettled creative life vs. settled life with a family
Wanted loneliness vs. suffering lonliness
Loved to be appreciated, specially my artwork, but hate to sell them by talking about them
ISSUES
Romantic relations
Hard to find girlfriend
Don't like to talk to strangers, always have a guard
Don't like small talk, but really try hard to make it happen
An incompatibility between my type of crushes, and my crushes' taste for men
Intense lonesome
Interested in negativity and darkness
My paradoxes
Anxiety
My hairfall
Personal Traits
Extremely romantic
A deep need for romantic relationship
Introvert: Have a deep feeling that talking in general is stupid, specially small talk
Anxiety
Socially anxious
Cannot bare non-creative/artistic/musical jobs and spending times
Very Jealous: Romantically, Musically
Language and talking is hard
Intensive silent self talk/speech
Laser processing in brain - hard to bring the processes in words, communication gets hard
Very adaptive personality to any situation and problem
Generally feeling sad and always lonely.
Tendency to create dark and sad music, to communicate with others, or even take revenge.
Negative and dark point of view toward life, nature, and human kind
Interested in philosophy, psycho analytics and psychology, cosmology
Interested in melancholic and dark side of art and creativity,
Feeling lots of paradoxes in me
A deep need for appreciation: I think my mind is an interesting place, and my creations need appreciation
Hate popular trends
Highly empathetic
highly feeling vs. thinking: Taking my brain to perform logical and mathematical process is really hard for me
Very deep, think about my thoughts and thinking processes all the time
I feel like I'm deeply suffering
Work
Research assistant at Magic - 1.5 years
Sound design freelance projects
Important Life Events
Pedram
Suicide attempts twice
Very intense mental illness
Drug abuse
Friends since 7
Very creative
started playing guitar together, and had big dreams
Aggressive, abusive, subtle bullies all the time. Usually had bad feelings around him
Had a major episode of mental attack and personality change
apparently had epilepsy
My main metal head friend
Had unwanted sexual relations for a while at age 13, he was pushing me, and I couldn't say no, and I didn't desire that
Relatively bad parents
Ignored him 2 years ago - blocked him recently after contacting me again
A very sad ending: Presumably affected by my immigration
MAGIC
Behrad
Suicidal tendencies - one attempt
Cheated on
Twice by Sara
Once by Jenna
My first heavy crush
1.5 hear of depression
My bachelor, and hating it, and could not perform well
Childhood
Great parents
Mom artist and painter
Hated school to death, always procrastinated all homework
Usually was assigned to take care of my smaller brother -> induced some anxiety
Was really interested in creative activities, specially design and music
Always had a very sad feeling, something like something is deeply wring, and I'm very alone, nobody understands me, and felt really gloomy. Some sort of melancholic sadness, like being shelterless and no one can fix it. The musics my mom were listening to were also making it worse. And maybe her paintings.
Sexually very active from young ages. Due to that, had sexual surface relations with a boy friend sometimes at age 12.
Extremely shy in taking the hagh
Very tame
Started listening to heavy metal and beyond at age 13, and it formed my personality so much, even to this day.
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