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What am i(and how the time passes)
0-5 years old
Before i could PROCESS the trauma
had emotions?
"loud and annoying like a little chili padi"
pact
die before 18
years of telling myself i would go through with this pact
kept me alive over the years
5-16(before emotions)
accept my fate
tried to die
failed to hang myself because i got too resilient to being choked
(not really)failed to overdose on panadol during olevel amath exam
failed to die of alcohol poisoning from hand sanitiser(i think too diluted)
jump off building?soon?idk
numb
got through life
would rather die tho
"quiet and respectful"
part of me wanted a stable family
followed around random families in science centre
thought abuse was normal
16(after emotions)-before diagnosis
emotions
confused sexuality
did too many illegal stuff
wanted to find a way out
got crushed when i knew theres no way out
had to wait until 19
depressed and panic attacks
17- future
after diagnosis
loss of motivation
what are coping mechanisms ahaha
insight/limitless counselling?
keep reliving the past:(
numb/apathetic
Future(19 onwards)
Transitioning
DIY T
Met new friends
Trans people, after JC people
Shine counsellor help with T
Not sure what I'm gonna do but I have hope