lively curiosity - it is denied by the regime but outside the window the beauty of Serena's garden flourishes, Offred's response to seeing it is emotional and even poetic. She notes seasonal changes and healthy growth and fertility of the natural world. She says "there is something subversive about this garden of Serena's, a sense of buried things bursting upwards, wordlessly, into the light". Also her response to the moon is poetic "a wishing moon, a sliver of ancient rock, a goddess, a wink. the moon is a stone and the sky is full of deadly hardware, but oh God, how beautiful anyway". Her ironic observation is her refusal to give up on life reflecting in her character as resistance to the regime. (4)
subversion vs rebellion - Offred is discreetly subversive (defying systems) but is never openly rebellious she waits for "tiny peepholes" in human's behaviour. Like with the young guard at the gate she says "I enjoy the power; power of a dog bone, passive but there". She refuses to be deceived by rhetoric (eloquence) she believes in value of the individual she says "each one remains unique, there is no way of joining them together. they cannot be exchanged, one for the other. they cannot replace each other". (5)
subversion vs rebellion part 2 - she longs for communication and trust. ironically her 'arrangement' with the Commander is the closest she gets to it "the fact is that I'm his mistress". The "taboo is dissolved" in their scrabble games, she is lively and conventionally feminine. With old familiar social and sexual codes it eases their loneliness. Yet Offred is aware it is a parody of the past, confirmed by their outing to Jezebel's "a handful of crumpled stars" in her lap, the evening is a masquerade. (6)
hope for the future - her relationship with Nick is a combination of desire and rebellion shown through their first encounter in the dark and at the end of the novel, she gave up the old world and says "I have made a life for myself, here, of a sort. that must have been what the settlers' wives thought". Her psychological narrative shows she is self conscious of how she lacks Moira's courage and how guilty she is for betraying the members of the household who imprisoned her. Yet she has integrity throughout and lingers in the reader's memory like "a wraith of red smoke". (7)