Circumstance

I feel I must keep myself "poor" in order to have my son continue to afford college with minimal debt.

Discovery:What I am practicing at a vibrational level that keeps this circumstance relevant

Awareness: release the new found awareness in order to release it from your vibration.
Invalidate the belief: I only need one piece of evidence that the belief does not make sense in order to release it. Belief is a choice..

What would I have to believe about myself in this circumstance to FEEL how I am FEELING?

I believe that the only way that my son can afford to go to college at a cost I can afford and earn the scholarships and grants to go to this college of his choice is through my income being so low he is eligible for these financial scholarships and grants, which is how he received them this year. I have co-signed loans for my older two and with my income am not comfortable with this option now.

What would I have to believe about myself in this circumstance to THINK how I am THINKING?

What would I have to believe about myself in this circumstance to EXPERIENCE what I am EXPERIENCING?

What would I have to believe about myself in this circumstance to BEHAVE how I am BEHAVING?

I believe that I cannot afford to pay for my son to go to college. I must keep my income low for my son to benefit from significant scholarships and grants. My other two children could only afford a state school racking up debt and we could only help minimally because we had earned "too much money" for significant financial aid.

We were very pleasantly surprised that he receive so much in financial aid, scholarships and grants because only my income was on the FAFSA. This is the only way he can afford college. If I earn much more I will lose child and spousal support and therefore have even a tougher time supporting my self and my son.

I have to believe I must keep myself small, not earn too much and assume that there are no other way funds could arrive that would benefit I am him. I must keep my income low and make my businesses earn no more than they have in the past so that my son can pay for college with minimal debt and minim al out of pocket expenses for myself.

Choice: This circumstance is no longer relevant to me. I am open and in the process of become and 6 figure a year income earner. With this comes many benefits, known and unknown. I choose to focus on my long term desires of financial wealth, freedom and abundance.

My other two children have each completed some form of degree. They have confidently and in assured manner lived on their own, provided for themselves, accepted responsibility for their own debt. There are many ways of having schooling paid for that do not have to depend on low income statistics.

I can afford my promised portion of his college costs for this semester. My earning wealth and my youngest affording college are not mutually exclusive. There and many sources known and unknown that are available to prove the funds for my son to attend the college of his choice. Other students are able to afford this college with out tremendous debt. In the end it is his college degree and responsibility

The universe provided amazing opportunities and creative funding I would have never thought possible 6 months ago. This can happen again and it is not up to me to figure out the how or impose my limiting views on how this can occur. My financial wealth, freedom and independence FEELS so empowering and will benefit more than I can imagine.

Keeping myself small and in a low income earning bracket, truly does not benefit me or those I love. There are many known and unknown sources of income and it is not up to me to figure that out for him. I have experienced this abundance being bestowed on myself and family in innumerable ways

I appreciate this circumstance and contrast for the clarity it has provided. I feel empowered, relief and freedom

Action and Behavior: The new me focuses on my current abundance, future abundance and creating the life of wealth, freedom, and abundance I choose to experience, through my professions and in ways I cannot foresee. By modeling this my loved one see that focusing on taking care of self first is a priority and with this everything else falls into place exactly as it is supposed to.

I allow the gestation to play out and live moment by moment int he new paradigm and as my 2.0.


I do this for the process of growth, expansion and new awareness- not the manifestation.
I make relief, then satisfaction, then pleasure my dominant priorities.
I ply the F-it happy game and surrender being comfortable in the unknowing and living in the moment as much as possible.