That confused feeling about being stood up.

There is something in my vibration that is attracting this.

I feel this way because?

in the past week I have had three dates and all three canceled at the last minute

What do I believe?

I believe my intentions and desires are clear so something must be up in my vibration

How do I feel about the last minute cancelations?

excitement

disapointed

I feel this way because

I had plans and I enjoy the dating journey

I feel this way because

I get to learn more about me through the contrast this provides.

How does this make me feel?

I have been practicing making my needs known.

There is something in my vibration that is attracting this.

What do you realize about this?

I tend to feel I need to justify and hedge in my communcation.
I have been getting better about this but still do it.

What must I believe is true to feel this way.

Justifications make it easier for others to accept my decisions (they must be given a voice in my decisions?)

How does this make me feel?

Irritated!!!!I

I feel more empowered

My path and practice is becoming clearer

doubt

What have I realized???

The previous feeling of needing to justify and explain and people please so they won't "leave" me is gone!!!! I have been reducing my habit of hedging and justifying. The acts of hedging and justifying are grounded in "doubt". I am increasing daily how often I state what I need and want in a straight forward manner without explanation. This is freeing and empowering. These dates are a
reflection of that "hedging" and "doubt". I am acting as my 2.0 and these are the remnants of my 1.0 experience during the gestation period until my physical reality catches up to me!!!!!

What have I realized?

I am excited to learn more about how contrast is serving me. I love looking inward, doing more clearing and finding out more about myself. Source always provides what we desire. The contrast is showing up in this way so I can work on the duality of hedging in communication, finding my voice and stating my needs without apology or backtracking! This whole journey is EMPOWERING!!!

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