Where does this feeling of not being good enough come from?

Parents seemed proud to tell their friends that I was good at basketball

I thought that I was really good at basektball

I was mean when I was playing basketball and then all of a sudden I was able to compete and I

Failing

Kindergarten

College

Do I feel like I want to be better than other people?

Why am I not okay with myself?

Getting dumped

Remedial classes in high school

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How did this make me feel?

I was really sad when this happened. I only remember my mom telling me that I did not want to get left behind by my friends.

Flunking out of college I thought made me more motivated to work harder and try harder.

But maybe I never felt like I was good enough to get where I am.

Did not feel like I was good enough to have a girlfriend

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I don't think I feel like I need to be better than other people. I think I'm worried that I'm not good enough to keep up with other people.

Am I afraid of being alone?

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I liked the attention that I got for being good at something