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why do i feel i lost my music passion (sarting a duo with jack (vision of…
why do i feel i lost my music passion
burn out
worked up to 30 extra hours right before
got bored
because it didn't feel evolving as quick as i wanted
My brain is sick of working without result and without confidence or self belief
sarting a duo with jack
vision of the future
how it work working creatively in a duo
Just not fun without jack
I wanna share the process with someone with his talent and energy
something else take all my attention
wedding
sick of my job
Need something more
discouraged
thoughts of giving up
thoughts it will never happen
selfsabotage
fear of futur pain
stopped doing active sport and 5 am wake up
big wierd and inexplainable back ''problem'' in mai 2019??
i'm functional addict to creativity
everything else doesn't matter
i need my creative fix
In creating music
In building things
In renovating things
a project is what pumps me
my creative session need to be awesome or i'm desapointed
*the only moment that it comes back are
awesome beats re-listening
singing out lound and falling into a riff of impro in wich i can see... have the vision of how the concert is going to be like...
A tear comes up realizing how much I hate myself