I’m actually going back to my awareness level of OS, which is always calm,
always peaceful, and generally happy and content. I’m trying to stay in that mode and not activate the monkey mind, which is always worried and
frightened and anxious, but serves incredible purpose. I’m trying not to activate that program until I need it. When I need it, I want to just focus on
that program. If I’m running it 24/7, all the time, I’m wasting energy and it becomes me. I am more than that.