Jake Highfield : chaos unleashed (At hostel, we have a matron, called…
Jake Highfield : chaos unleashed
Ok so I'm having a bit of a mental fucking breakdown and I won't be fine by the morning but that's ok.
Yep it's totally ok.
I'll just bottle it up some more
Just like always
I'll be fine
I'm already fine
Nothing is wrong, there is nothing to be upset about. Life is good
What's wrong honey? Nothing I'm fine.
At hostel, we have a matron, called Bronwyn. She is very nice. But she reminds me of home way too much, and when I say home I mean oamaru with my bitch of a step mum and my dad.
She calls me Ursula with an "h". My dad used to do that.
My dad is a fucking criminal ok? Don't do the shit that he does. Aight?
Her tone of voice sounds like my step mum but with a wellington accent
My step mum was a right bitch and had a fucking tantrum any time that something didn't go her way.
She used to "mumble" to herself, but yet I could hear her from the other side of the fucking house. Far out, man, that shit got annoying.
She's nice and all, but most things about her remind me of a time that hurt me
I'm trying to get closure with the past, but she's keeps opening it up like a pack of cards. This shit really fucking hurts, you know?
I had a fucked up childhood, and shit is getting more and more fucked up.
i LEFT Oamaru because of him. I don't want to keep thinking of him for fucks sake
I ruined so many things just to come here
SO MANY FUCKING THINGS
I lost my friends
I cut out my OWN fucking family
Now this school won't even let me go to the fucking blood match because of stupid fucking melodramas.
Melodramas is something traditional, but has little to no value towards it. I reckon the old girls don't remember theirs huh?
The Blood match has tradition, value, and a fucking legacy. Every fucking year we invite the old boys of the first XV(back in the day) to tell their stories. We treat them like SOLDIERS WHO FOUGHT IN WWI.
Not gonna lie melodramas sounds like ass
Year 6s do chants. What a waste of time.
THESE ARE THE BOYS IN BLUE AND RED (TI, TI, TIHA) BLUE AND RED REPRESENT!!!!