different selves:
--at home I'm just like really nice to people, and like, you know, myself.
--But at high school you had to be different. If people saw you enjoying yourself they would label you a certain way. And for putting yourself out there, people would automatically stop liking you and making up rumors.
personally from my experience, I've always needed someone to talk to you. And you know, it's just hard to find that person, and I'm like really friendly. People will tell me, "you look mean" but as soon as you talk to me it's all about happiness. I don't know why, but it's just that way. But like, you know, I just really want to talk to kids. Especially my age and younger, they go through the most.