-really wanted to give up when I came back home
--messaged my mom saying that I was going to kill myself.
--my mom and grandma told me about their experiences, even though they didn't get the help they needed, they turned out fine.
--counselors not helping but finding a group therapy at school that did
--I was impatient at first because I wanted to see results right away and I would snap at my mom, but I stopped when I realized that wasn't helping our relationship.
--I'm learning to be strong and not giving up.
--close people who knew about it were able to help me, so I feel like that is another reason that I am still continuing and going
I feel like it will help just because I feel like no one really truly heals from something like that. Like it's still, like at some point you're going to have to talk about it again, like it may get brought up and I just feel like having something like that will help people to know that there's something there for them.