Personal concerns & problems
by my own?

aspirations

procrastinations

Self-confidence / self-efficacy
(I presented low to others --> misunderstand)

identity, goals and commitments

body strength

low mood

depression

self-harming

life satisfaction evaulation

dominant thinking in life dissatisfaction

recount achievements

lack of optimistic

sense of joy

reference to others

understand the world of work

interpersonal communications

power of dialogues or conversations

preaching at 20 years ago

offering to God

loss of interests

maintain work functions

family relationships

Vision & motivation & Goal Setting & planning & actions & reviewing

my belief

my happiness

completing task

maximize the resources

lost when no external requirements

my difficulties

hard to concentrate on a task long

go back and forth

indecisive in low mood

thought knew others' thought & not to communicate further

my solution is the only way without considering alternatives or searching others or consult others more

easy to be angry or disappointed (rather seeking more ways) when I thought it did not meet my expectation or standard

easy to doubt and not easy to engage or commit on something or living

scare to fail or to be judged by the authority or somebodies

easy to give up the communication

more negative evaluations to life than positive ones

attention to more like intrinsic valuation than extrinsic

Faith & Commitment & determination:
not persistent enough

stress / anxiety management

sources

deadlines

project progress

Goal setting & commitment

sleep & body weakness

pessimistic orientation

fear for rejection or failure

people acceptance

easily give up in relationship building

single orientation

self in a community or group

scare the hurt or pain

sensitive to caffeine

need early sleep for brain refresh

sensitive to fruit / water at night

sensitive to oily food or sauce

need muscle strength

need exercise to create endorphin for brain enjoyment

I need clam and not rush and balance

serve with my talent and abilities

STEM development?

reading slow

difficulty in focus & keeping to listen

hard to keep a smooth conversation

lack of joy, happiness, laughing

mind switching

often having a second thought and felt regret

not feeling well if things did not go in the way I thought

my wrong perception of the third class honor of my undergraduate as a stigma in work setting

It seems to me I have a missionary mind set

I like to have identification with those who are in poor or needy

My first thinking is to sympathize others and less use the rational thinking and observation in communication

I am concerned with the money for supporting family expenses very much and even felt anxiety

I like to conceptualize things and generalize them but sometimes I lack of objective analysis

I easily describe something more or less than it should be or too early or immature verbally commitment

I would complain God & others when being overloaded physically and mentally

but why I can give one tenth of my salary to the church when working

I did not have supports from others like relatives or friends

concept of time (should vs want)

affect my personal time management

not to accomplish a goal

fear to set up a goal and strive for it