How Can I Improve Myself

Who are the people you have to do this for?

My dad, my mom, my two sisters, Laurel

Stop using nicotine

Start by chewing more gum.

Tell Laurel about it. It's not fair to expect her to keep secrets when you can't do the same.

Throw away all nicotine related products.Starting 3/8/2018

Get better grades

Prioritize school over everything.

Start recording games, only 3-4 hours can be used a week.

3 hours a week for accounting, 3 hours for international business, 3 hours for entrepreneurship, 4 hours for math, 3 hours for principles of business.

Get more friends

Get absolutely fit.

Stay connected with current ones.

Start dedicating 4 hours a week to working out.

Start eating lots of fruits and veggies, no more fast food.

Drink way more water a day

Deleting bad habits

Procrastinating too much.

Getting too emotional over things

Biting my fingernails

Keep a strong relationship with Laurel

Get her gifts more often.

Ask if you can help more

Always remember that Laurel loves you.

If you ever get stuck on the question, "Does she really love me" you need to delete it from your mind because she really does love you

She always wants you to come over.
She bought your amazon thing for you without a fuss.
She plays RuneScape with you (Who else would do that?)
She always laughs and enjoys spending time with you.
She always hugs you and makes you smile.
She tries to make you feel better when you feeling down.
She wants you around.


Has any other girl in your entire life done this for you? - No. You've been through alot of pain, she isn't going to put you through anymore. It's time to let go. Accept the fact that this girl is madly in love with you the exact same way you love her. Just let it all go.

Not sitting up straight

Take care of bank situation.

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