like a reflection showed a different person, tingling sensations, scared of going mad, inability to contemplate the future, hypochondria, separation anxiety, agoraphobia, sense of heavy dread, mental exhaustion, physical exhaustion, uselessness, chest tightness, falling sensation, aching limbs, inability to speak, lost, clammy, infinite sadness, disconnected, urge to be someone else, loss of appetite, inner trembling, on the verge of panic, too-thin air, need to continuously scan for warning signs of dead/madness, believing these warning signs when seen, insomnia, desire to walk quickly, deja vu, darkness in periphery of vision, desire to step out of oneself