The Worst Case Scenario:
yes, we all know what this is. we have an urge to perform a task until we get that voice in our head of the worst possible outcome. which may be "I'm going to be broke and homeless after!" notice how you're saying this, most of the time, in your comfortable living situation which is not going anywhere if you simply try something new. note down the worst scenario for you, and realise how your mind will exaggerate the shit out of that. again creating the loop, the worst case scenario is never as bad as it actually is. if anything it can add depth to your life, epic. now, epic is not just peaks of amazement on a chart in your life, that's apathy. epic is coming from a low peak into your all-time high. refer to a movie, an ideal life. nothing will go perfect all of the time. oh and going back to the porn situations, if you do follow your dreams and have a happy ending, note that not all days will be a high for you. you will have some days when you are in a low state, or even some moments within a day, but guess what? that small section beats the entire time of your previous version watching porn and sleeping all day.